1. When I was younger, I joined Olympic math game training program. It made me sick of math. Later, I almost want to kill my math teacher. However, my cousin, who was selected as well, enjoyed the math. Now she earns a hundred thousand dollars a year from stock-broking. People always choose one way or another. She just chose a different way. It does not mean she chose a better one.

2. Even though it seems like I did, but in my life, I did not give up one single desire during the last 20 years. My life moves in zigzags and by roundabout ways, but the explorer, me, never tired of moving on with his heavy load. When Fate is about to place a great responsibility on a great man, it always first frustrates his spirit and will, exhausts his muscles and bones, exposes him to starvation and poverty, harasses him by troubles and setbacks so as to stimulate his spirit, toughen his nature and enhance his abilities.

3. In my point of view, democracy is an idea, capitalism is a solution, communism is a philosophy, and liberalism is a religion.

4. I appreciate the beauty of chance. We also remember the result of minorities of incidences, and we are also the minority.

5. I enjoy being misery and depress. It strengthens my power of thinking and brings me inspirations.

6. I have photograph memory. I can remember 20 different colors in a scene, but I will forget my key in the room.

7. I claim I do not like piano music, but most of time I listen to it.

8. I do not like to pursue perfection. I think the conception of perfectness is artificial. However, there are many things I like to think as they are perfect, because I am not strong enough to break them down.

9. I had the highest IQ in my high school, but I do not believe the IQ test covered a person’s potential.

10. I read extremely fast. In Chinese, I read Duke of Monte Cristo in one day. One of the reasons is that I can read the page first as a photo, and then break it down to dozens of symbols. That is also a reason why I hate to read in English.

11. I like angels. It would be cool if I have a pair of wings, even if I have to lose my gender.

12. My mom was a fashion designer for Calvin Klein, so I almost was sure I will become a fashion designer for Calvin Klein before I was eight. The funny thing is that I cannot pronounce Calvin Klein, even now.

13. Photography is not always something I think is amazing. When I was younger, I think photographers are those less-talented artists.

14. I am not an out-going person. I talk 5 sentences in my middle-school. I became a better communicator since a year before I came to the USA, but I really am not enjoying talking, especially those conversations do not involve useful knowledge.

15. Writing was always the best talent I had been considered in China. Photography had only been on the side. I start publishing poetries, prose, and stories when I was six. This is another thing I feel frustrating in the USA.

16. I am a self-important person, but I had been trying to pay more attention on the others after my parents divorced.

17. Maybe it is too early; but since I was eight, I determined that I would not get married and would have no kid.

18. Perhaps the God thinks it is not very fair to give me such a pair of photographer eyes, He made my vision going down form last two years, and it is still getting worse. I hate glass a lot.

19. I have to be the leader of a team in order to cooperate. I even said then I need to become the hegemon of the earth after my high-school stated if I cannot cooperate with people I would not be able to survive in the society. Apparently, she did not know I worked in a photo studio when I was 15. Yes, I survived.

20. I am cold and warm inside. I will kill a 5 year old boy if I have to do it to survive, also if I think I am more useful to the society, but I will die for the world if I really need to.

21. I have split personality, when I am really tired, or I am not entirely awake, my personality is different. It is creepy that I talk to myself occasionally.

22. Believe it or not, I had never masturbated. The few times I watched pornographic is in the communism class, which requires us to learn western depravation. However, I did remember every detail in those few pornos.

23. I did nude art, and I would be clam as hell when I deal with naked girls. But I think I may lose my pure-coolness is I touch them, that is why I only do nude art for commercial. Sometimes, I consider I may be a guy has a female brain, because I am more sensitive of body touch than visual flirtation.

24. The only sport I had ever really good at was Chinese Wushu, also known as Chinese martial art. It is not Kongfu, which only use to perform. However, I cannot do any martial art now, and I do not intend to.

25. Life is a journey, especially for me, I will always be a traveler.